Reaserch Paper!

My Research is on My favorite energy drink NOS! It is not the most healthy thing to drink but it really helps me concentrait in school.
Ingredients!

• Carbonated Water
• high fructose syrup
• Citric Acid

And much more.
As you can tell just from those it isnt good for you. If you drink toi many of them in one day you could die ffrom a heart attack from all the caffiene making your heart beat to fast. That would not be good and would be a very sad story to tell. My sister for example that girl drink like 3 Monster energy drinks a day plus a bunch of coffee and i don't understand how she hasnt a heart attck from all the caffiene that has enjested.
In one can of NOS there is 220 calories. which is alot of caloried just for one drink and im on my second one of the day.
Many energy drink have been band or can only be sold to people over the age of 18 like cocaine and heroine and spike. yes those are there real names of the energy drinks. Not very good names in my oppinion They are only sold to people over the age of 18 because because some kids decided to get all hyped up on energy drinks and drank to man y and over doesed on caffiene and they died from a heart attack. On the back or ffront of every energy drink can/bottle there is a box that says WARNING: Do not drink more than xxx amount a day or you could pretty much die. So they warm you about what could happen. Some people are just top dumb to pay attention to the warnings of what they are doing.

         Thanks For listening/rreading!
~ToOtHfAiRy~

Interview!?!?!?!?!?!

Person I interviewed: Charlie Scene

Q: How long have you guys known eachother?
A: Honesly we have known eachother since we were in diapers.
Q: What is your favorite song to perform?
A: Mine is Everywhere I Go Or Dove and Grenade.
Q: How Did you guys get the name of your band?
A: There is more than one story to how we got our name. At first our name was Undead. We grew up in Hollywood California. We haven't had the most easy life. But, I would change it for the world. Everyone has a different life. We all go threw different things. But, in the end we are all still here. In the end we are the undead army. We live in Cali and we are proud of it. Honestly there isn't a real answer. There is no one story that can tell you how we got the name there are so many.
Q: How many tours have you been on?
A: Before we became as big as we are now we had our little tour that had maybe 20-30 people. But, major tour about 3-5.
Q:What inspires you to write your music?
A: Life in general mainly.
Q: What's your favorite song that you have written?
A: My favorite song that we have written is Circles, Dove and Grenade, And Bitches. Bitches is just a really fun song to sing and to perform.



And that concludes my interview of Charlie Scene From the bvand Hollywood Undead.
~ToOtHfAiRy~

I Am Sooooo Happy!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yesturday i was all depressed. But, today I am so happy and I have been smiling. I love someone and I am not afraid to say it and he loves me. Oh yeah so last night this guy came over to chill with my friend ryan and by the time he was going to lwave he got kicked out. So he took off his shirt and I told him to put it back on and he said you know that you like it and i said no I don't anyways with in a few minutes i had him shoved up against the wall and I told him if he ever talks to me like that again I was going to chop of his favorite apendage and if it was up to me he wouldnt be aloud in my house. He better not come back. So yeah. O wow my boyfriend is chewing on a pencil like he's a dog. Just wow and now he looking at what I am doing.



So I am going to put a video or 2 on here for you guys to listen too.
Hear Me Now:Hollywood Undead

Comin In Hot:Hollywood Undead

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's weird hows life changes so quickly. Not always for the best. So you think. My life is not going as i wanted it too. It's going the total opposite. Why dose life have to be so freakin' hard and confusing?  It's not fair. i hate crying and i have cried alot since last night. I don't know how to explain what i am going through. I just want to go out side and scream at the top of my lungs untill my lungs give out. It usually makes me feel butter. But, I don't know if it could right now. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I just want to crawel away into a dark hole somedays and just be alone in peace and quiet with no distractions and just sit there doing nothing.


                     ~ToOtHfAiRy~

My one and only

Every time I see you my heart stops.
You take my breath away.
I just feel happy.
Like nothing bad could ever happen

I would scream my lungs out just so you'll know your my only one.
I'll make mistakes
I'll let you down
I'll run my life into the ground.

But one thing i will never do is leave.
No one gets me like you do
You are my only one
Forever and always.

You see right through me.
You see the good in me
You see the bad in me
And you still love me.

You are my only one
My one and only
The one I will love forever
I love you!


Let me light up your sky.
I would explode just to save you.
I would die for you
You make me so happy.
I love you.
I just want to be where you are tonight,



                                   To My One and Only


                                                 ~ToOtHfAiRy~

Irriatation

All you do is irritate me.
All i want to do is twist off your stupid head and throw it in the garbage.
Sometimes I think of finding you and throwing you off the bridge.
You only cause pain and annoyance.
I once loved you.
Now I only loath you.
You are only a liar, cheater, and heartbreaker.

You hurt me.
You broke me.
You left me here.
With nothing.

You said you wouldn't hurt.
What do you do?
You turn around and break untill i have nothing left of me.
Untill my heart is your jar

You said you couldn't stand to see me hurt.
Dose that mean that you closed your eyes when you ripped my heart out of my chest?
You left me when i needed you the most.
The days when you meant the world to me.

Those days are gone.
They are out the door.
They aren't coming back.
Gone forever.

I should hate you for everything you did to me.
Everything you put me through.
But, I want to thank you.
Thank you for hurting me, tearing me apart.

If you didn't i wouldnt be me.
I wouldn't be who i am today.
Thank you for lieing to me
Thank you for cheating.


                                To the person in which I can not speak of

                                                  ~ToOtHfAiRy~

The Beginning Of The Universe!

Thge Beginning of the universe is hard to explain. No one truely knows except from the creatures that were there. I mean I can't explain how it began. I have my own oppinion. My oppinion is well watch these videos and you will find out. they might be kind of long. But, it's worth it.

To me this is what happened. It totaly makes sense to me atleast.

MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I like so many different kinds of music.I grew up listening to only rock and punk rock music.But, now i listen to just about anything. Like for example nright now i am listening to Whataya Want From Me by Adam Lambert. To me he is a great musician. He has an amazing voice. It's very unique. I love it. He has so many good songs. i love them. heres a few:

My college Visit Feb 25th 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So on friday i have my college visit. My sister and my boyfriend and I are going. I honestly don't know what to expect. I know it's college what is there to expect. But, My life is finally on track and i know what I am doing with my life. Im actully nervous a little bit. But, at the same time I am extreamly excited. I am going to college for Criminal Justice to be a CSI. It could be dangerous to be that but thats what interests me. The main reason that i started wanting to do that is because my little cousin Beja got murdered when she was 3 years old by my cousins husbands side of the family. They were just supposed to babysit her while my cousin was at work or on vacation or something. But when Brandy was gone they made Beja eat her food off of the floor with the dogs, They sculded her with boiling hot water, and beat her to death oand i want to put people like that behind bars. Well.....There is more to the story but it's kind of graphic so I am not going to tell it. But, It;s things like that that atracted me to being a CSI. The sad thing is that Brandy's husband's side of the family murdered her because they didnt approve that Brandy was white and her hunsband was black so they had a Malono child.

Almost Time For College!!!!

Well.......It's almost time for college. I am pretty excited about being the first one in my family actully go through college instead of just dropping out.I just applied for my FAFSA Loan. hopefully i get aproved to it. otherwise i gotta go through a bank and they have alot of interest on there. I actully can't wait to go to college, I'd like to have a fresh start to make friends and make my life actully go somewhere. Well after i get my 2 years if kirkwood out of the way im going to the University Of Iowa college for my last 2 years. That will Be one expensive educated. O Boy. I will be totaly overwelmed but it's all worth it. It's a good chance to have a good life. 4 years of college is a lot to do but i have to do it to do what i want to do. I'm not just doing this for me but for my beautiful son and my future children. Im excited for my future. During college i will be living with my parents untill im ready to move out. I would live on campus but thatd be really hard having my son on campus with me and there is no way im moving with out him.

New Medicine

La la la (rich kids),
La la la.

Yo, turn that shit up.

I coulda went to college like rich kids do,
Buy some weed with the money that your mom sent you,
But I don't give a damn bout no higher degree,
Cause you know in rock and roll, I got a PhD, bitch.

(That's right, kids.)

We got all that we need, packed it up in my van,
Put the pedal to the floor, gave the finger to the man.

I'm not a rich kid, maybe that's a good thing,
Ain't got shit, but I got this far.
Keepin it real and loving this feeling,
Doing what I want.

Oh, got no money but it's
Alright, I'm only sunny honey.

(Yeah, that's right, I'm always sunny honey,
Here we go, second verse.)

Well, I'm broke as a drunkie but I have a good tab,
All the ladies think I'm cute cause they like the way I rhyme,
And the high school kids steal my mp3s,
Ain't no other mother(fucker) rock this mic like me.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/rich-kids-lyrics-new-medicine.html ]


I'm not a rich kid, maybe that's a good thing,
Ain't got shit, but I got this far.
Keepin it real and loving this feeling,
Doing what I want.

Oh, got no money but it's
Alright, I'm only sunny honey.
(I got nothing man, got zero, zilch, nothing)

We got all that we need,
We got all that we need,
We got all that we need, packed it up in the van,
Put the pedal to the floor, gave the finger to the man.

I'm not a rich kid, maybe that's a good thing,
Ain't got shit, but I got this far.
Keepin it real and loving this feeling,
Doing what I want.

Oh, got no money but it's
Alright, I'm only sunny honey.

(I'm always sunny honey,
Ha ha ha (rich kids).
I'm always sunny honey,
(Rich kids).

I love this song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got to see it in concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

~ToOtHfAiRy~

Why I Love My Life!

I love my life because I have the most amazing boyfriend. For example for Valentine's Day he is taking me out and giving me a pretty present. Hahahaha hes sitting right beside me watching what I'm typeing. HE NEEDS TO GET HIS BUTT BACK TO WORK! Usually he is very misunderstood by alot of people. that really bothers me. He's not a weirdo. Or annoying. He's just himself and dosen't try to be something that he's not. He's himself all the time and dosen't try to be something that he's not. He might be an odd ball but he's my odd ball. He's everything to me. I'm finally fopr once in my life happy!

~ToOtHfAiRy~

So Far Away!

The feeling that you have when you know that you have lost someone that you really love and that you were really close to is unbarable. Some can't cope the pain that you have when appens. On October 14th 2008 I lost a good friend of mine to suicide. It took me months just to stop crying. I remember sitting up in my room everynight wounderin why he would do this. Why would he put his family and friends through this. Hearts ached. People cried. I don't think he knows how many people really did care about him and how many people really did care about him and how much he effected this whole town. A lot of people went to his funeral. So many of us cried for him to come back but he never did. We prayed that it was just a dream. That we would wake up and go to school and he'd be in our class or at his locker. But, when we went school he wasn't there. He was no where to be found. I still have not gone to see his grave after about 2 and and a half years. I just can't it's too painful. Sometimes i wish he would have just talked to me and told me what was wrong and would have asked me for help. When I get on Facebook and look through all my messages, If i go back far enough i find messages from him. He was so funny. He truly was a great friend. When i went to the Avenged Sevenfold concert, They did a tribute for there drummer James "The Rev" Sullivan. I see that they are in a lot of pain and see that The Rev was more than just a drummer or a band member to them. He was a brother and a best friend  After The Rev died they wrote a song for him. It's Called "So Far Away" It is a song that could be for anyone that has lost someone that they really do love and are close to. Here is the song. Listen to it.

~ToOtHfAiRy~

Pressure! Paramore!

Pressure LyricsArtist(Band):Paramore

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
well I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

i can Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me............................
~ToOtHfAiRy~

Fiction

Fiction-Avenged Sevenfold

Now I think I understand

How this world can overcome a man.

Like a friend we saw it through

In the end I gave my life for you.

Gave you all I had to give

Found a place for me to rest my head.

While I may be hard to find

Heard there's peace just on the other side.

[The Rev]

Not that I could

Nor that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin,

Let it burn.

Left this life to set me free

Took a piece of you inside of me.

Now this hurt can finally fade

Promise me you'll never be afraid.

[The Rev]

Not the I could

Nor that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin

Let it burn

I hope it's worth it, here on the highway, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it, what's left behind me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you tonight

This song is called Fiction By Avenged Sevenfold. This song was written by there drummer the Rev. He was my idol/role model. he wrote it and handed it to M.Shadows. 3 days before he killed himself, i love this song because i know what its like to feel like the world is consuming you and you feel like your going crazy.

~ToOtHfAiRy~

Ataris:The Band

 

I have been listening to The Ataris since i was like 9. All because of my brothers i know all of the music that i now for the most part. To me this is a great band. go see for yourself!

New Directions Alternative School

New Directions Alternative School is not what i would call a regular or normal school. In our school you have a lot of freedom. If I didn't start going to this school I don't know where i would be. In this school you can pretty much do whatever we want to. But, with great power comes great responability. We have control of our lives for the most part. Yes we can sleep here if we want to. But if we do that we might get our credits. So we have to watch the time. We get to choose the classes that we take and we get to work at our own pace as long as we get our five credits. Some people could even be like me and get 7 credits a quater. It's not easy but thats what I have to do to graduate. When i first came to this school i was headed down a bad path. I drank every night and smoked weed. The first year i came here I got kicked out. When i got kicked out i got worse. That summer after i turned 16 I got pregnant. So they let me back into the alternative school. I got my life back on track.I'm graduating on time because i can work at my own pace and get them down the way i want them done.
~ToOtHfAiRy~

Avenged Sevenfold, Hollywood Undead, New Medicine, And Stone Sour @ The Nightmare After Christmas Tour In Moline IL

So Tuesday in the horrible weather we had, My boyfriend and I drove to Moline Illinois to go to the Nightmare After Christmas Tour. Where do I even start with this conert. It was the best conert I've ever been too. It was better the when i saw Bullet for my valentine. And thats my favorite band. Hollywood undead was a great concert. They really worked the crowd. They were really funny. One of the guys in thew band, J Dog through his mask to someone in the crowd. Plus there new guy Danny is so much better than there old guy Deuce. Deuce was really good but the new guy is better. Buy the time it got to Avenged Sevenfold my throat hurt and my boyfriend's throat i guess felt like it was bleeding. We still screamed as loud as we could anyways. When Avenged Sevenfold was performing Fiction i started crying and when they played so far away. When thry talk about the rev it makes you see that he was more than just a band member he was a best friend and a brother. Just knowing how much he meant to them made me realize how much it still hurt them that he's gone aqnd yet they are still going on tour and playing the last album that the rev wrote for the fans. You could tell that it was hard for them to sing it. M. Shadows voice kept getting all crackly when they were singing. It made me cry seeing them in pain. I have had many people close to me die so i know what they are going through. I am actully proud of them. They finish the album and go on tour playiing the must without The Rev.

Some Of the Music that was played at the concert. These where my 3 Favorite bands.Fiction: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNZwMG_QUGs
So Far Away: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YuAC8AI7yIM&feature=related
Welocome to the family: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OZs7IoWTvc
Unholy Confessions: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-QaFWURsMU

New Medicine
Little Sister: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsWbwf3aQEs
Laid: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDo0YEczrXk
Rich Kids: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ng4MH08UCQE
Race You To The Bottom: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxGT7xUbcb8&feature=related

~ToOtHfAiRy~
Hollywood undead
Undead: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQ6xS_qRDmo
Bottle and a Gun: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or-KyTW7vUI&feature=related
Everywhere I Go: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBPAIywolHU&feature=related
Paradise Lost: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GS7EIeZ05_M&feature=related

Avenged Sevenfold

AtuoBiography

Who am i?
I am Chelsea. Im in Highschool. Im graduating this year. Then in the fall im goin g to college. I was born in Las Vegas, Nevada. I now live in Iowa. I believe i am  a good person. I love music. I love spending time with my son and the rest of my family and my boyfriend. I can't be away from my family. They are all i got. Some people as me what means the most to me. A lot of people say money, there phone......Material things.  But, my answer is always and always will be my family.
To me life means being alive, being free, living life, and most importantly being a mom.
 In the future I hope to be a C.S.I. Which mean a Crime Scene Investigator. In the field of Forensics. My life actully means everything to me. I wouldnt give up my life for the world.

~ToOtHfAiRy~

The Armed Forces!

No i do not like the wrmed forces one bit. The only reason that i support them is because my brother is in the national guard. i don't know why i hate them so much. maybe its because all they do is tare peoles families apart. All they do is take moms, dads, sons, daughters, brothers, sisters. I just herd not that long ago some guy from Des Moines died. Seriously. i understand they are out there risking there livews and dieing for us and our country. but my point is there dieing and i dont know what id do if my brother died. i love him to death and i just dont know what id do with out him.

~ToOtHfAiRy~

The best concert with the best boyfriend!!!!!!

I am going to the best concert with the best boyfriend! When i started dateing him i didnt think it  would last this long but it has. and i really love him. If i didnt have him i honestly dont know what id do. he keeps me sain. he calms me dow n and makes me feel like someone actully cares about me, and he gets along with my son, Which is deffinentaly a plus. So for christmas he decided to take me to see avenged sevenfold, Stone Sour, Hollywood Undead, and New medicine. We are going tomorrow. i am really excited. I am just glad that im going with him. The best concert with the best boyfriend. <3 CJL <3 & <3 CDH <3 4ever and always!

Irritation the duece

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQ6xS_qRDmo Undead-Hollywood Undead

So i really like the band Hollywood Undead. But, it really irritates me that the kicked duece out of the band. In my oppinion he was the one that made the band. He has a very unique voice. I have not heard anyone else with a voice like his. The and is a really good. They talk about a lot of things that happen in real life likeeveryday. They also do talk about getting drunk but like a few song are really deep and have a lot. For example My black Dhalia,This love this hate And Paradise lost.

This love this hate   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSMDp_WC5hg
My black Dhalia   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rygykyqN4E
Paradise Lost    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GS7EIeZ05_M


But, still it makes me mad that they kick the bast guy out of the band. In 5 day im going to see Avenged Sevenfold, Hollywood Undead, Stone Sour And New Medicine. It really sucks that duece won't be there. Im woundering how many songs there really going to be able to do.......
Peace Out Cub Scouts
~ToOtHfAiRy~

Stress!!!!!!!

Hmmmmm............ Where to start.
Stress Sucks!
My sources of stress
1. My Son's father
2. School
3. My Son
4. My Son's Father Getting Arrested
5. Trying To Graduate
6. Getting Ready For College
7 . Trying To Get Scholarships, Grants And Loans For College


It seems like i am always stressed over something weather it be because of my son, His father or school or college. It also seems like there is no end to it. sometimes it seems like it keeps going and going and going. Being in college will be even worse. But, ill be the first one in my family to go through college. So that also adds pressure trying to be on the same level as my parents expectations of me. They expect great things from me. The expect me to be the good one Go through college and get the great job that Im going to college for. They expect me to be perfect. Everyone else that has tried to go to college hasn't got through a semester. So they expect great things from the youngest. They don't want me to end up like my son's father Stephen. Which is understandable. He's not what we call successful. He's 19. He works at the local meat locker. He hasn't graduated school yet and is behind 6 months in Child Support. It seems that the only way i can get away from all the pressure and stress is letting it all out on my blog. No one really knows why Im so tense, irritated, and snap so easily. Well. That's why. Im under a lot of pressure and stress. It kind of sucks sitting back and watching someone you once appon a time was in love with and cared about a lot throw his life away. But, it's not my problem anymore.  If he wants to throw his life away and always get arrested then let him. That's his own choice. I've tried time and time again to help him turn his life around and get on track but, what I say to him doesn't matter. If he listened to me he could be graduated and he could be in college. See. the life i chose was good for me. Im going to Kirkwood community college for 2 years and then go to Iowa University for criminal justice. im choosing to go to college and make something of myself. I am very happy with what Im deciding to do.









*~ToOtHfAiRy~*

A7X 4 LIFE!!!!!!

Jimmy “the Rev” Sullivan was born  February 9^th 1981. He was born in Huntington Beach, California. He was one of the best drummers until the day of his death. December 28^th 2009. He died of an “acute polydrug intoxication” Because of a combination of Oxycodone, Oxymorphone, Diazephan/Nordiazepham and ethanol. He joined Avenged Sevenfold In 1999 when he was 18. Avenged Sevenfold Released their first album in 1999 when they were all 18 years old. Which I think is pretty good for 18 year olds. I mean I don’t know any 18 year olds that can play like Avenged Sevenfold.

         The rev was most inspired by Vinnie Paul,          Mike Portnoy, Dave Lombardo, And Terry Bozzio.

         To me he was the best drummer known to man. He was dedicated to drumming. It was his life. He started drumming when he was only about 10-12 years old. He was always the reject/outcast in school. The first album he was on was the first album which was released in 1999.

         The Rev was one of the main people that wrote songs in Avenged Sevenfold. He used his knowledge of piano and guitar to write the songs Almost easy, A little piece of heaven, Afterlife, Brampton Cocktail, Welcome to the family, Save me, And Fiction.

         In 2010 Avenged Sevenfold released there album Nightmare. The rev had just finished writing the songs for that album. The song nightmare is the last song that the rev had recorded before his death. He was on an electric drum kit.         

         After the death of the rev Avenged Sevenfold ask The Rev’s favorite drummer “Mike Portnoy” to drum for the album Nightmare. He said then, “It would be an honor and without question that’s what the rev would have wanted.”

         After he died that band asked that the people of society would respect the families wishes  and keep there distance.

         Mike Portnoy did record the Nightmare album hes not going to replace The Rev. An unnamed drummer has taken his place.

         The weirdest thing about the whole thing was there is a song called Fiction which is a name he gave himself. In the beginning the song was called Death. After renameing it he had handed it in. and 3 days later he dies. I know its not just me thinking its weird. I thinking that maybe he planned this whole thing. Maybe it was a staged suicide. 

I love the band a7x!

A Day In My Life 2011

A day in my life. how do i explain. 
A day in my life is hectic, pretty much hell. Im 18. Im trying to graduate and go to college by fall along with having a ten month old. Its pretty hard to do all this.  I do love my life. It's amazing. Some times it dose suck pretty bad. But, over all i have a great life. I have a family that loves me and a great boyfriend and an amazing 10 month old. The things I don't like is to come home to a crying kid. My favorite thing is is when my mother lets me have "Chellie Time". I do enjoy having time to myself. I also love going places with my boyfriend. For example for my birthday he took me out to The Olive Garden. It was really fun. For Valentines Day We are going back there. I absolutely love that place. For the most part i stay at home with my son and my parents and occasionally my boyfriend. I mean most people aren't as close to there parents as i am to mine. i love them to death. I wouldnt trade my family for the world. They're just flat out amazing. My dad works hard to support Me, My Mom, and My Son Brian. It's Kind of sad that my father has to support my son. But, my son's father won't do anything to help. pretty much He's a dead beat father. he's Behind on my Child Support going on 6 months and my father breaks his back doing someone else's job.  It is very stressful knowing that i have a ten month son with a piece of shit father. I am actully thankful that he has put my through hell. If he didnt i wouldn't be the person that i am today. I wouldnt be graduating and going to college and i wouldnt be with my amazing boyfriend. Even though I have had a Pretty hard life im thankful for all i have been through i wouldnt be where i am today. Im A Senior in high school. After i graduate im going to Kirkwood To Be a forensic Scincetist Spencializing in Finger prints, fire arms and blood spatter. Living in a homeless shelter as a kid kind of helped my decide what i wanna be. And now my mid is set on what im going to be. and what im going to do to servive and support my son in the real world.




This is one of my favorite songs. You all should listen to it....----
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lz2_iGZz6es