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Monday, January 31, 2011

The best concert with the best boyfriend!!!!!!

I am going to the best concert with the best boyfriend! When i started dateing him i didnt think it  would last this long but it has. and i really love him. If i didnt have him i honestly dont know what id do. he keeps me sain. he calms me dow n and makes me feel like someone actully cares about me, and he gets along with my son, Which is deffinentaly a plus. So for christmas he decided to take me to see avenged sevenfold, Stone Sour, Hollywood Undead, and New medicine. We are going tomorrow. i am really excited. I am just glad that im going with him. The best concert with the best boyfriend. <3 CJL <3 & <3 CDH <3 4ever and always!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Irritation the duece

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQ6xS_qRDmo Undead-Hollywood Undead

So i really like the band Hollywood Undead. But, it really irritates me that the kicked duece out of the band. In my oppinion he was the one that made the band. He has a very unique voice. I have not heard anyone else with a voice like his. The and is a really good. They talk about a lot of things that happen in real life likeeveryday. They also do talk about getting drunk but like a few song are really deep and have a lot. For example My black Dhalia,This love this hate And Paradise lost.

This love this hate   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSMDp_WC5hg
My black Dhalia   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rygykyqN4E
Paradise Lost    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GS7EIeZ05_M


But, still it makes me mad that they kick the bast guy out of the band. In 5 day im going to see Avenged Sevenfold, Hollywood Undead, Stone Sour And New Medicine. It really sucks that duece won't be there. Im woundering how many songs there really going to be able to do.......
Peace Out Cub Scouts
~ToOtHfAiRy~

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Stress!!!!!!!

Hmmmmm............ Where to start.
Stress Sucks!
My sources of stress
1. My Son's father
2. School
3. My Son
4. My Son's Father Getting Arrested
5. Trying To Graduate
6. Getting Ready For College
7 . Trying To Get Scholarships, Grants And Loans For College


It seems like i am always stressed over something weather it be because of my son, His father or school or college. It also seems like there is no end to it. sometimes it seems like it keeps going and going and going. Being in college will be even worse. But, ill be the first one in my family to go through college. So that also adds pressure trying to be on the same level as my parents expectations of me. They expect great things from me. The expect me to be the good one Go through college and get the great job that Im going to college for. They expect me to be perfect. Everyone else that has tried to go to college hasn't got through a semester. So they expect great things from the youngest. They don't want me to end up like my son's father Stephen. Which is understandable. He's not what we call successful. He's 19. He works at the local meat locker. He hasn't graduated school yet and is behind 6 months in Child Support. It seems that the only way i can get away from all the pressure and stress is letting it all out on my blog. No one really knows why Im so tense, irritated, and snap so easily. Well. That's why. Im under a lot of pressure and stress. It kind of sucks sitting back and watching someone you once appon a time was in love with and cared about a lot throw his life away. But, it's not my problem anymore.  If he wants to throw his life away and always get arrested then let him. That's his own choice. I've tried time and time again to help him turn his life around and get on track but, what I say to him doesn't matter. If he listened to me he could be graduated and he could be in college. See. the life i chose was good for me. Im going to Kirkwood community college for 2 years and then go to Iowa University for criminal justice. im choosing to go to college and make something of myself. I am very happy with what Im deciding to do.









*~ToOtHfAiRy~*

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

A7X 4 LIFE!!!!!!



Jimmy “the Rev” Sullivan was born  February 9th 1981. He was born in Huntington Beach, California. He was one of the best drummers until the day of his death. December 28th 2009. He died of an “acute polydrug intoxication” Because of a combination of Oxycodone, Oxymorphone, Diazephan/Nordiazepham and ethanol. He joined Avenged Sevenfold In 1999 when he was 18. Avenged Sevenfold Released their first album in 1999 when they were all 18 years old. Which I think is pretty good for 18 year olds. I mean I don’t know any 18 year olds that can play like Avenged Sevenfold.
         The rev was most inspired by Vinnie Paul,          Mike Portnoy, Dave Lombardo, And Terry Bozzio.
         To me he was the best drummer known to man. He was dedicated to drumming. It was his life. He started drumming when he was only about 10-12 years old. He was always the reject/outcast in school. The first album he was on was the first album which was released in 1999.
         The Rev was one of the main people that wrote songs in Avenged Sevenfold. He used his knowledge of piano and guitar to write the songs Almost easy, A little piece of heaven, Afterlife, Brampton Cocktail, Welcome to the family, Save me, And Fiction.
         In 2010 Avenged Sevenfold released there album Nightmare. The rev had just finished writing the songs for that album. The song nightmare is the last song that the rev had recorded before his death. He was on an electric drum kit.         
         After the death of the rev Avenged Sevenfold ask The Rev’s favorite drummer “Mike Portnoy” to drum for the album Nightmare. He said then, “It would be an honor and without question that’s what the rev would have wanted.”
         After he died that band asked that the people of society would respect the families wishes  and keep there distance.
         Mike Portnoy did record the Nightmare album hes not going to replace The Rev. An unnamed drummer has taken his place.
         The weirdest thing about the whole thing was there is a song called Fiction which is a name he gave himself. In the beginning the song was called Death. After renameing it he had handed it in. and 3 days later he dies. I know its not just me thinking its weird. I thinking that maybe he planned this whole thing. Maybe it was a staged suicide. 
I love the band a7x!

A Day In My Life 2011

A day in my life. how do i explain. 
A day in my life is hectic, pretty much hell. Im 18. Im trying to graduate and go to college by fall along with having a ten month old. Its pretty hard to do all this.  I do love my life. It's amazing. Some times it dose suck pretty bad. But, over all i have a great life. I have a family that loves me and a great boyfriend and an amazing 10 month old. The things I don't like is to come home to a crying kid. My favorite thing is is when my mother lets me have "Chellie Time". I do enjoy having time to myself. I also love going places with my boyfriend. For example for my birthday he took me out to The Olive Garden. It was really fun. For Valentines Day We are going back there. I absolutely love that place. For the most part i stay at home with my son and my parents and occasionally my boyfriend. I mean most people aren't as close to there parents as i am to mine. i love them to death. I wouldnt trade my family for the world. They're just flat out amazing. My dad works hard to support Me, My Mom, and My Son Brian. It's Kind of sad that my father has to support my son. But, my son's father won't do anything to help. pretty much He's a dead beat father. he's Behind on my Child Support going on 6 months and my father breaks his back doing someone else's job.  It is very stressful knowing that i have a ten month son with a piece of shit father. I am actully thankful that he has put my through hell. If he didnt i wouldn't be the person that i am today. I wouldnt be graduating and going to college and i wouldnt be with my amazing boyfriend. Even though I have had a Pretty hard life im thankful for all i have been through i wouldnt be where i am today. Im A Senior in high school. After i graduate im going to Kirkwood To Be a forensic Scincetist Spencializing in Finger prints, fire arms and blood spatter. Living in a homeless shelter as a kid kind of helped my decide what i wanna be. And now my mid is set on what im going to be. and what im going to do to servive and support my son in the real world.




This is one of my favorite songs. You all should listen to it....----
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lz2_iGZz6es