MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I like so many different kinds of music.I grew up listening to only rock and punk rock music.But, now i listen to just about anything. Like for example nright now i am listening to Whataya Want From Me by Adam Lambert. To me he is a great musician. He has an amazing voice. It's very unique. I love it. He has so many good songs. i love them. heres a few:

My college Visit Feb 25th 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So on friday i have my college visit. My sister and my boyfriend and I are going. I honestly don't know what to expect. I know it's college what is there to expect. But, My life is finally on track and i know what I am doing with my life. Im actully nervous a little bit. But, at the same time I am extreamly excited. I am going to college for Criminal Justice to be a CSI. It could be dangerous to be that but thats what interests me. The main reason that i started wanting to do that is because my little cousin Beja got murdered when she was 3 years old by my cousins husbands side of the family. They were just supposed to babysit her while my cousin was at work or on vacation or something. But when Brandy was gone they made Beja eat her food off of the floor with the dogs, They sculded her with boiling hot water, and beat her to death oand i want to put people like that behind bars. Well.....There is more to the story but it's kind of graphic so I am not going to tell it. But, It;s things like that that atracted me to being a CSI. The sad thing is that Brandy's husband's side of the family murdered her because they didnt approve that Brandy was white and her hunsband was black so they had a Malono child.

Almost Time For College!!!!

Well.......It's almost time for college. I am pretty excited about being the first one in my family actully go through college instead of just dropping out.I just applied for my FAFSA Loan. hopefully i get aproved to it. otherwise i gotta go through a bank and they have alot of interest on there. I actully can't wait to go to college, I'd like to have a fresh start to make friends and make my life actully go somewhere. Well after i get my 2 years if kirkwood out of the way im going to the University Of Iowa college for my last 2 years. That will Be one expensive educated. O Boy. I will be totaly overwelmed but it's all worth it. It's a good chance to have a good life. 4 years of college is a lot to do but i have to do it to do what i want to do. I'm not just doing this for me but for my beautiful son and my future children. Im excited for my future. During college i will be living with my parents untill im ready to move out. I would live on campus but thatd be really hard having my son on campus with me and there is no way im moving with out him.

New Medicine

La la la (rich kids),
La la la.

Yo, turn that shit up.

I coulda went to college like rich kids do,
Buy some weed with the money that your mom sent you,
But I don't give a damn bout no higher degree,
Cause you know in rock and roll, I got a PhD, bitch.

(That's right, kids.)

We got all that we need, packed it up in my van,
Put the pedal to the floor, gave the finger to the man.

I'm not a rich kid, maybe that's a good thing,
Ain't got shit, but I got this far.
Keepin it real and loving this feeling,
Doing what I want.

Oh, got no money but it's
Alright, I'm only sunny honey.

(Yeah, that's right, I'm always sunny honey,
Here we go, second verse.)

Well, I'm broke as a drunkie but I have a good tab,
All the ladies think I'm cute cause they like the way I rhyme,
And the high school kids steal my mp3s,
Ain't no other mother(fucker) rock this mic like me.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/rich-kids-lyrics-new-medicine.html ]


I'm not a rich kid, maybe that's a good thing,
Ain't got shit, but I got this far.
Keepin it real and loving this feeling,
Doing what I want.

Oh, got no money but it's
Alright, I'm only sunny honey.
(I got nothing man, got zero, zilch, nothing)

We got all that we need,
We got all that we need,
We got all that we need, packed it up in the van,
Put the pedal to the floor, gave the finger to the man.

I'm not a rich kid, maybe that's a good thing,
Ain't got shit, but I got this far.
Keepin it real and loving this feeling,
Doing what I want.

Oh, got no money but it's
Alright, I'm only sunny honey.

(I'm always sunny honey,
Ha ha ha (rich kids).
I'm always sunny honey,
(Rich kids).

I love this song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got to see it in concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

~ToOtHfAiRy~

Why I Love My Life!

I love my life because I have the most amazing boyfriend. For example for Valentine's Day he is taking me out and giving me a pretty present. Hahahaha hes sitting right beside me watching what I'm typeing. HE NEEDS TO GET HIS BUTT BACK TO WORK! Usually he is very misunderstood by alot of people. that really bothers me. He's not a weirdo. Or annoying. He's just himself and dosen't try to be something that he's not. He's himself all the time and dosen't try to be something that he's not. He might be an odd ball but he's my odd ball. He's everything to me. I'm finally fopr once in my life happy!

~ToOtHfAiRy~

So Far Away!

The feeling that you have when you know that you have lost someone that you really love and that you were really close to is unbarable. Some can't cope the pain that you have when appens. On October 14th 2008 I lost a good friend of mine to suicide. It took me months just to stop crying. I remember sitting up in my room everynight wounderin why he would do this. Why would he put his family and friends through this. Hearts ached. People cried. I don't think he knows how many people really did care about him and how many people really did care about him and how much he effected this whole town. A lot of people went to his funeral. So many of us cried for him to come back but he never did. We prayed that it was just a dream. That we would wake up and go to school and he'd be in our class or at his locker. But, when we went school he wasn't there. He was no where to be found. I still have not gone to see his grave after about 2 and and a half years. I just can't it's too painful. Sometimes i wish he would have just talked to me and told me what was wrong and would have asked me for help. When I get on Facebook and look through all my messages, If i go back far enough i find messages from him. He was so funny. He truly was a great friend. When i went to the Avenged Sevenfold concert, They did a tribute for there drummer James "The Rev" Sullivan. I see that they are in a lot of pain and see that The Rev was more than just a drummer or a band member to them. He was a brother and a best friend  After The Rev died they wrote a song for him. It's Called "So Far Away" It is a song that could be for anyone that has lost someone that they really do love and are close to. Here is the song. Listen to it.

~ToOtHfAiRy~

Pressure! Paramore!

Pressure LyricsArtist(Band):Paramore

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
well I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

i can Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me............................
~ToOtHfAiRy~

Fiction

Fiction-Avenged Sevenfold

Now I think I understand

How this world can overcome a man.

Like a friend we saw it through

In the end I gave my life for you.

Gave you all I had to give

Found a place for me to rest my head.

While I may be hard to find

Heard there's peace just on the other side.

[The Rev]

Not that I could

Nor that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin,

Let it burn.

Left this life to set me free

Took a piece of you inside of me.

Now this hurt can finally fade

Promise me you'll never be afraid.

[The Rev]

Not the I could

Nor that I would

Let it burn

Under my skin

Let it burn

I hope it's worth it, here on the highway, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it, what's left behind me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah

I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you tonight

This song is called Fiction By Avenged Sevenfold. This song was written by there drummer the Rev. He was my idol/role model. he wrote it and handed it to M.Shadows. 3 days before he killed himself, i love this song because i know what its like to feel like the world is consuming you and you feel like your going crazy.

~ToOtHfAiRy~

Ataris:The Band

 

I have been listening to The Ataris since i was like 9. All because of my brothers i know all of the music that i now for the most part. To me this is a great band. go see for yourself!

New Directions Alternative School

New Directions Alternative School is not what i would call a regular or normal school. In our school you have a lot of freedom. If I didn't start going to this school I don't know where i would be. In this school you can pretty much do whatever we want to. But, with great power comes great responability. We have control of our lives for the most part. Yes we can sleep here if we want to. But if we do that we might get our credits. So we have to watch the time. We get to choose the classes that we take and we get to work at our own pace as long as we get our five credits. Some people could even be like me and get 7 credits a quater. It's not easy but thats what I have to do to graduate. When i first came to this school i was headed down a bad path. I drank every night and smoked weed. The first year i came here I got kicked out. When i got kicked out i got worse. That summer after i turned 16 I got pregnant. So they let me back into the alternative school. I got my life back on track.I'm graduating on time because i can work at my own pace and get them down the way i want them done.
~ToOtHfAiRy~

Avenged Sevenfold, Hollywood Undead, New Medicine, And Stone Sour @ The Nightmare After Christmas Tour In Moline IL

So Tuesday in the horrible weather we had, My boyfriend and I drove to Moline Illinois to go to the Nightmare After Christmas Tour. Where do I even start with this conert. It was the best conert I've ever been too. It was better the when i saw Bullet for my valentine. And thats my favorite band. Hollywood undead was a great concert. They really worked the crowd. They were really funny. One of the guys in thew band, J Dog through his mask to someone in the crowd. Plus there new guy Danny is so much better than there old guy Deuce. Deuce was really good but the new guy is better. Buy the time it got to Avenged Sevenfold my throat hurt and my boyfriend's throat i guess felt like it was bleeding. We still screamed as loud as we could anyways. When Avenged Sevenfold was performing Fiction i started crying and when they played so far away. When thry talk about the rev it makes you see that he was more than just a band member he was a best friend and a brother. Just knowing how much he meant to them made me realize how much it still hurt them that he's gone aqnd yet they are still going on tour and playing the last album that the rev wrote for the fans. You could tell that it was hard for them to sing it. M. Shadows voice kept getting all crackly when they were singing. It made me cry seeing them in pain. I have had many people close to me die so i know what they are going through. I am actully proud of them. They finish the album and go on tour playiing the must without The Rev.

Some Of the Music that was played at the concert. These where my 3 Favorite bands.Fiction: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNZwMG_QUGs
So Far Away: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YuAC8AI7yIM&feature=related
Welocome to the family: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OZs7IoWTvc
Unholy Confessions: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-QaFWURsMU

New Medicine
Little Sister: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsWbwf3aQEs
Laid: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDo0YEczrXk
Rich Kids: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ng4MH08UCQE
Race You To The Bottom: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxGT7xUbcb8&feature=related

~ToOtHfAiRy~
Hollywood undead
Undead: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQ6xS_qRDmo
Bottle and a Gun: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=or-KyTW7vUI&feature=related
Everywhere I Go: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBPAIywolHU&feature=related
Paradise Lost: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GS7EIeZ05_M&feature=related

Avenged Sevenfold

AtuoBiography

Who am i?
I am Chelsea. Im in Highschool. Im graduating this year. Then in the fall im goin g to college. I was born in Las Vegas, Nevada. I now live in Iowa. I believe i am  a good person. I love music. I love spending time with my son and the rest of my family and my boyfriend. I can't be away from my family. They are all i got. Some people as me what means the most to me. A lot of people say money, there phone......Material things.  But, my answer is always and always will be my family.
To me life means being alive, being free, living life, and most importantly being a mom.
 In the future I hope to be a C.S.I. Which mean a Crime Scene Investigator. In the field of Forensics. My life actully means everything to me. I wouldnt give up my life for the world.

~ToOtHfAiRy~

The Armed Forces!

No i do not like the wrmed forces one bit. The only reason that i support them is because my brother is in the national guard. i don't know why i hate them so much. maybe its because all they do is tare peoles families apart. All they do is take moms, dads, sons, daughters, brothers, sisters. I just herd not that long ago some guy from Des Moines died. Seriously. i understand they are out there risking there livews and dieing for us and our country. but my point is there dieing and i dont know what id do if my brother died. i love him to death and i just dont know what id do with out him.

~ToOtHfAiRy~